3 days

oh mah goodness.

i have three days until i really start school~!!

i'm still in cali having a great time.. cuz the weather is AWESOME! haha ^__^ its nice and cool and sunny. lolz. driving here is no fun. XP too many people. still haven't gotten used to that yet. lolz

i went to the beach and played soccer and volleyball. it was great fun haha. volleyball sucked cuz our team lost. but soccer was awesome cuz we totally won. ^^ that's right. sara played volleyball. something i decided i'm not equiped for cuz i have no upper body strength. lolz

to all my peeps in oklahoma. i miss you like crazy. i would write letters to you. which i did..and started since new years. but i deleted them all and decided against giving it out because words can't describe how much i miss you and how much you blessed my life. i'm especially going to miss my dongsengs that i really got to know this year and FINALLY opened up to me.. *cough casey orear; jeremiah lee cough* and its really sad that i don't get to know the newer peeps like daniel and brian and all the korean folks. T__T cuz when i was talking to you. .you guys were awesome. and it made me sad to leave you without getting to know you.

oh my gosh. isaac and dy the praise team at the pres church i'm going to cali.. i went to their em service. and their lead singer played the keyboard! and a backup singer played the guitar! there was a girl who played the bass and a lady who played the percussion section[yeah they have a percussion section so cool! they had a rain stick and some other cool stuff] and a guy who played the drum set. it was so weird seeing that. but it was awesome. they were amazing! lolz i just thought i had to say that cuz its pretty neatoh. ^^

as for my new addy and phone number[cell/dorm]. i'll give that to you if you want it. just message me and i'll email it to you. or you can ask ne one who might have it. ^^ cuz i don't  want ne stalkers. who knows who is out there. you can email me ne time if you want to talk. or you can call ^^ okies?

i hope that God will bless me as much as He blessed me in Oklahoma.
i am praying that i am doing everything right for His will alone. my plans are in God's hands and they are the ones that will succeed. the plans that is.. [proverbs 19:21] and so many other verses. but this one is the one i was going off from when i was praying about my mission.

i think this will be my last entry. i still have a myspace not sure how to use it tho so that'll be no good. i will stil check xanga and make comments. and of course i have facebook. email is a of course...

i love you all~~ i guess this is sara writing her last

lots of love for xanga. ^^

Sara

okay.

so i have 4 days til i leave to cali.

i'm thinking about shutting down my xanga after i get to rose. so if you want to get an update about me. you'll have to get a facebook. yeah.

i'll be getting a new phone number and new email address. so when i post my email. that'll be the last post i do on xanga.

i've been meeting up with people and saying good bye. its really hard. because i know the chances i'll meet them is not very likely.

i'm kind of in denial too. i'm not sure what will happen. i can't believe i've been sleeping on the floor because all our furniture is gone. i'm packing but i keep on thinking i have more time though i really don't.

but i'm so grateful to have all you people in my life. it made my life in oklahoma wonderful! and i'm going to miss you all so dearly. and there is going to be this chunk in my heart that will be gone when i move. thank you so much.

one month.

update on sara.
+ our house sold
+ plane ticket to indiana bought
+ AP scores received. [calculus three here i come]
+ free movie ticket from AE
+ went to dallas, waco and houston

emotional update on sara
I have about a month left until i leave. i'll be going to dallas and from dallas i'll be taking a flight to CA... on Aug 14. I have this overwhelming urge to throw up because eveything is going to change. and tho there are a lot of others that are probably going through the same nerve-wrecking experience. i'm sure that my brother and i have the toughest situation. with out parents moving when we are leaving. with no home to come back to during the holidays.  then to think of my parents who will be half a world away.. not being able to check on my brother and me regularly. then my bro and i are going to be a few states and a time zone away. i'm so afraid.

my room feels so empty. all my stuff are off the walls. i'm about to pack all my books. give many of them away. I threw away over half of my stuff animals. my mom told me to pick out the ones i'm going to keep... so i only kept the ones that had real significant memories [which means that if it was a gift i definately kept it] ^____^ which meant i got to keep my overly big bear named charles. oh how i love him~~ ^^b i shall post a picture of him when i get home.

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lots of love peeps~~ ^^

superman returns!

so paul and i went to go watch superman returns yesterday night... !! i LOVED it!!i think it could be my favorite "comic book" movie ever... tho... x-men is very close next to it... spiderman three is coming out soon~ yayness. ^^; VENOM is appearing... did you guys know venom is my favorite character out of spiderman? yup yup yup

pirates of the carribean!! ^___^ next week? or is it the week after? doesn't matter... i can't wait 'til that movie either...

i'm at work... eating my lunch. oh how i love wendy's.. ^^

hmm.. so i got in contact with one of my best friends in elementary school!!! she left in the 5th grade... to INDIANA!! guess where i'm going in a month? that's right INDIANA!! she's going to attend purdue.. ^^ so i have a high chance of meeting her!! ^^ i'm so excited! so i'm going to CA at aug 15... and... that'll be my last day in oklahoma. i got my diploma and everything. ^^ yay.. but still.... everything has been going by so fast... i still remember my first crush like yesterday~~i wonder how he is doing... ..NE WAYS its crazy...

i've been working out too~~ so i can lose 5 pounds. T__T;; i gained 10... i lost five... now just another five.. and i'll be good. ^^;; so i run at like 5.30 in the morning... do like 150 crunches before bed... inbetween then.. i do like... 30 push ups...[girly ones tho... i'm still really weak].. i've also been stretching like crazy so i can do the splits again... yup yup yup... i'm actually exercising... keke...

i was going to write something else too.. but i forgot. ^^;; hmm.... i'll be back later with pics from the past. o_O!! *dun dun dun

OH YEAH!!! i have a pet bunny!! its name is tokee[korean for bunny] PUAAHAHAH!!! okay.. so it really isn't MY pet..or a PET at all because its a wild bunny that hops and eats our flowers and leaves [my mommy doens't like it eating our flowers].. ^___^;;;  its so cute!!! i love it~~~ i've been trying to convince him to play with me... but he won't ever come towards me...BUT he won't run away from me when i walk towards it... ^^ yayness~~

yup that is it for now... besides work ...

==============//oh yes.. a note to KIM!!!//=============
i finally FINISHED your book.. DUDE!! i couldn't sleep after i finished it.. not because it was scary but because it was so twisted!! now i hvae to read the others... barnes&noble here i come.. ^^

LOTS OF LOVE~~ Sara

lunch time ^^

so..

i'm at working.. eating my lunch.. ^^;; i have like a couple of minutes left so i'm going to write an entry~~ since i haven't written in a long time...

DUDE

first for the exciting news.. korea won 2:1~~~ WOOT WOOT...

second.. i washed AND vacuumed my car.. ^___^ not is pretty and clean...

and that's about it...

^^;; yup yup... i got to work at 6.00 this morning so i can leave early and go get my passport made. ^____^v so i can go to korea next year.. yayness in a bottle~~ ^___^

yeah.. i'll have pictures up soon... hopefully....

i love you all~~

lots of love... Sara

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what the duck! look what i found~~ ^^* oh how i love life.